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My heart sank。 With a certainty that was like a vision； I knew that Kettricken had followed Verity into Buckkeep Town。 On foot？ With no one acpanying her？ On this foul day？ While Hands berated himself for not foreseeing the Queen's intention； I took Sidekick； a well…named but surefooted mule； from his stall。 I dared not take the time to go back to my room for warmer clothes。 So I borrowed Hands's cloak to supplement mine and dragged the reluctant animal out of the stables and into the wind and falling snow。
Are you ing now？
Not now； but soon。 There is something I must see to。
May I go； too？
No。 It isn't safe。 Now be quiet and stay out of my thoughts。
I stopped at the gate to question the guard most bluntly。 Yes； a woman on foot had e this way this morning。 Several of them； for there were some whose trades made this trip necessary； no matter the weather。 The Queen？ The men on watch exchanged glances。 No one replied。 I suggested perhaps there had been a woman； heavily cloaked； and hooded well？ White fur trimming the hood？ A young guard nodded。 Embroidery on the cloak； white and purple at the hem？ They exchanged unfortable glances。 There had been a woman like that。 They had not known who she was； but now that I suggested those colors； they should have known 。。。
In a coldly level voice； I berated them as dolts and morons。 Unidentified folk passed unchallenged through our gates？ They had looked on white fur and purple embroidery； and never even guessed it might be the Queen？ And none had seen fit to acpany her？ None chose to be her guard？ Even after yesterday？ A fine place was Buckkeep these days； when our queen had not even a foot soldier at her heels when she went out walking in a snowstorm down to Buckkeep Town。 I kicked Sidekick and left them settling blame among themselves。
The going was miserable。 The wind was in a fickle mood； changing directions as often as I found a way to block it with my cloak。 The snow not only fell； the wind caught up the frozen crystals from the ground and swirled it up under my cloak at every opportunity。 Sidekick was not happy； but he plodded along through the thickening snow。 Beneath the snow； the uneven trail to town was glazed with treacherous ice。 The mule became resigned to my stubbornness and trudged disconsolately along。 I blinked the clinging flakes from my eyelashes and tried to urge him to greater speed。 Images of the Queen； crumpled in the snow； the blowing flakes covering her over； kept trying to push into my mind。 Nonsense！ I told myself firmly。 Nonsense。
I was on the outskirts of Buckkeep Town before I overtook her。 I knew her from behind； even if she had not been wearing her purple and white。 She strode through the drifting snow with a fine indifference to it； her Mountain…bred flesh as immune to the cold as I was to salt breeze and damp。 〃Queen Kettricken！ Lady！ Please； wait for me！〃
She turned and； as she caught sight of me； smiled and waited。 I slid from Sidekick's back as I came abreast of her。 I had not realized how worried I was until the relief flooded through me at seeing her unharmed。 〃What are you doing out here； alone； in this storm？〃 I demanded of her； and belatedly added； 〃My lady。〃
She looked about her as if just noticing the falling snow and gusting wind； then turned back to me with a rueful grin。 She was not the least bit chilled or unfortable。 To the contrary； her cheeks were rosy with her walk； and the white fir around her face set off her yellow hair and blue eyes。 Here； in this whiteness； she was not pale and colorless； but tawny and pink； blue eyes sparkling。 She looked more vital than I had seen her in days。 Yesterday she had been Death astride a horse； and Grief washing the bodies of her slain。 But today； here； in the snow； she was a merry girl； escaped from Keep and station to go hiking through the snow。 〃I go to find my husband。〃
〃Alone？ Does he know you are ing； and like this； afoot？〃
She looked startled。 Then she tucked her chin and bridled just like my mule。 〃Is he not my husband？ Do I need an appointment to see him？ Why should not I go afoot and alone？ Do I seem so inpetent to you that I might bee lost on the road to Buckkeep Town？〃
She set off walking again； and I was forced to keep pace with her。 I dragged the mule along with me。 Sidekick was not enthused。 〃Queen Kettricken；〃 I began； but she cut me off。
〃I grow so weary of this。〃 She halted abruptly and turned to face me。 〃Yesterday； for the first time in many days； I felt as if I were alive and had a will of my own。 I do not intend to let that slip away from me。 If I wish to visit my husband at his work； I shall。 Well do I know that not one of my ladies would care for this outing； in this weather and afoot； or otherwise。 So I am alone。 And any horse was injured yesterday； and the footing here is not kind to a beast anyway。 So I do not ride。 All of this makes sense。 Why have you followed me and why do you question me？〃
She had chosen bluntness as the weapon； so I took it up as well。 But I took a breath and tuned my voice to courtesy before I began。 〃My lady queen； I followed to be sure you had not e to any harm。 Here； with only a mule's ears to hear us； I will speak plainly。 Have you so swiftly forgotten who tried to topple Verity from the throne in your own Mountain Kingdom？ Would he hesitate to plot here as well？ I think not。 Do you believe it an accident you were lost and astray in the woods two nights ago？ I do not。 And do you think that your actions yesterday were pleasing to him？ Quite the contrary。 What you do for the sake of your people； he sees as your ploy to take power to yourself。 So he sulks and mutters and decides you are a greater threat than before。 You must know all this。 So why do you set yourself out as a target； here where an arrow or a knife could find you with such ease and no witnesses？〃
〃I am not so easy a target as that；〃 she defied me。 〃 It would take an excellent archer indeed to make an arrow fly true in these shifting winds。 As for a knife； well； I've a knife； too。 To strike me； one must e where I can strike back。〃 She turned and strode off again。
I followed relentlessly。 〃And where would that lead？ To your killing a man。 And all the Keep in an uproar； and Verity chastising his guard； that you could be so endangered？ And what if the killer were better with a knife than you？ What consequence for the Six Duchies if I were now pulling your body out of a drift？〃 I swallowed and added； 〃My queen。〃
Her pace slowed； but her chin was still up as she asked softly； 〃What consequence for me if I sit day after day in the Keep； growing soft and blind as a grub？ FitzChivalry； I am not a game piece； to sit my space on the board until some player sets me in motion。 I am 。。。 there's a wolf watching us！〃
〃Where？〃
She pointed； but he had vanished like a swirl of snow； leaving only a ghostly laughter in my mind。 A moment later a trick of the wind brought his scent to Sidestep。 The mule snorted and tugged at his lead rope。 〃I did not know we had wolves so near！〃 Kettricken marveled。
〃Just a town dog； my lady。 Probably some mangy； homeless beast out to sniff and paw through the village trash heap。 He is nothing to fear。〃
You think not？ I'm hungry enough to eat that mule。
Go back and wait。 I shall e soon。
The trash heap is nowhere near here。 Besides； it's full of seagulls and stinks of their droppings。 And other things。 The mule would be fresh and sweet。
Go back； I tell you。 I'll bring you meat later。
〃FitzChivalry？〃 This from Kettricken； warily。
I snapped my eyes back to her face。 〃I beg pardon； my lady。 My mind wandered。〃
〃Then that anger in your face is not for me？〃
〃No。 Another has 。。。 crossed my will this day。 For you； I have concern； not anger。 Will not you mount Sidekick and let me take you back to the Keep？〃
〃I wish to see Verity。〃
〃My queen； it will not please him； to see you e so。〃
She sighed and grew a bit smaller inside her cloak。 She looked aside from me as she asked more quietly； 〃Have you never wished to pass your time in someone's presence； Fitz； whether they weled you or not？ Cannot you understand my loneliness 。。。 ？〃
〃I do〃
〃To be his queen…in…waiting； to be sacrifice for Buckkeep； this I know I must do well。 But there is another part of me 。。。 I am woman to his man and wife to his husbanding。 To that I am sworn as well； and am more willing than dutiful to it。 But he es seldom to me； and when he does； he speaks little and leaves soon。〃 She turned back to me。 Tears sparkled suddenly on her eyelashes。 She dashed them away and a note of anger crept into her voice。 〃You spoke once of my duty； of doing what only a Queen can do for Buckkeep。 Well； I shall not get with child lying alone in my bed night after night！〃
〃My queen； my lady； please；〃 I begged her。 Heat rose in my face。
She was merciless。 〃Last night； I did not wait。 I went to his door。 But the guard claimed he was not there。 That he had gone to his tower。〃 She looked aside from me。 〃Even that work is preferable to how he must labor in my bed。〃 Not even that bitterness could cover the hurt under her words。
I reeled with the things I did not want to know。 The cold of Kettricken alone in her bed。 Verity； drawn to Skill at night。 I did not know what was worse。 My voice shook as I said； 〃You must not tell me these things； my queen。 To speak of this to me is not right…〃
〃Then let me go and speak to him。 He is the one who needs to hear this； I know。 And I am going to speak it！ If he will not e to me for his heart's sake； then he must e for his duty。〃
This makes sense。 She is the one who must bear if the pack is to increase。
Stay out of this。 Go home。
Home！ A derisive bark of laughter in my mind。 Home is a pack； not a cold empty place。 Listen to the female。 She speaks well。 We should all go； to be with him who leads。 You fear foolishly for this bitch。 She hunts well； with a keen tooth； and her kills are clean。 I watched her yesterday。 She is worthy of he who leads。
We are not pack。 Be silent。
I am。
At the corner of my eye； I caught a flash of movement。 I turned quickly； but there was nothing there。 I turned back to find Kettricken standing silent before me still。 But I sensed the spark of anger that had spirited her was now damped in pain。 It bled her resolve from her。
I spoke quietly through the wind。 〃Please； lady； let me take you back to Buckkeep。〃
She did not reply； but pulled her hood up around her face and tightened it to hide most of her face。 Then she walked to the mule and mounted and suffered me to lead the beast back to Buckkeep。 It seemed a longer； colder walk in her subdued silence。 I was not proud of the change I had wrought in her。 To take my mind from it； I quested out about me carefully。 It did not take me long to find Cub。 He stalked and shadowed us； drifting like smoke through the tree cover； using the windblown drifts and falling snow to hide himself。 I could never once actually swear that I saw him。 I caught motion from the corner of my eye； of a tiny bit of his scent on the wind。 His instincts served him well。
Think you I am ready to hunt？
Not until you are ready to obey。 I made my reply severe。
What then shall I do when I hunt alone； packless one？ He was stung； and angry。
We were drawing near to the outer wall of Buckkeep。 I wondered how he had gotten outside the Keep without passing through a gate。
Shall I show you？ A peace offering。
Perhaps later。 When I e with meat。 I felt his assent。 He was no longer pacing us； but had raced off ahead； and would be at the cottage when I got there。 The guards at the gate abashedly challenged me。 I identified myself formally； and the sergeant had the wit not to insist that I identify the lady with me。 In the courtyard I halted Sidekick that she might dismount and offered her my hand。 As she climbed down I all but felt eyes on me。 I turned； and saw Molly。 She carried two buckets of water fresh drawn from the well。 She stood still； looking at me； poised like a deer before flight。 Her ey