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eat is such a wonderful woman；〃 she said sweetly； baring her teeth in a smile。 〃She always asks how I am passing the time； and pliments my dress。 I suppose she hopes I'll make a decision soon between Darvan and Goemal； but I just cannot。〃 She widened her eyes； hoping it made her look helpless and confused。 〃They are both so sweet。 Who did you say？ Your sister； my Lord Gawyn？ The Daughter…Heir herself？ I do not think I've ever heard the Amyrlin Seat mention her。 What was the other name？〃 She could hear Gawyn grinding his teeth。
〃We should not bother Mistress Elmindreda with that；〃 Galad said。 〃It is our problem； Gawyn。 It is up to us to find the lie and deal with it。〃
She barely heard him； because suddenly she was staring at a big man with long dark hair curling around slumped shoulders； wandering aimlessly down one of the graveled paths through the trees； under the watchful eyes of an Accepted。 She had seen Logain before； a sad…faced； once…hearty man； always with an Accepted for panion。 The woman was meant to keep him from killing himself as much as to prevent his escape； despite his size； he truly did not seem up to anything of the latter sort。 But she had never before seen a flaring halo around his head； radiant in gold and blue。 It was only there for a moment； but that was enough。
Logain had proclaimed himself the Dragon Reborn； had been captured and gentled。 Whatever glory he might have had as a false Dragon was far behind him now。 All that remained for him was the despair of the gentled； like a man who had been robbed of sight and hearing and taste； wanting to die； waiting for the death that inevitably came to such men in a few years。 He glanced at her； perhaps not seeing her； his eyes looked hopelessly inward。 So why had he worn a halo that shouted of glory and power to e？ This was something she had to tell the Amyrlin。
〃Poor fellow；〃 Gawyn muttered。 〃I cannot help pitying him。 Light； it would be a mercy to let him end it。 Why do they make him keep on living？〃
〃He deserves no pity；〃 Galad pronounced。 〃Have you forgotten what he was； what he did？ How many thousands died before he was taken？ How many towns were burned？ Let him live on as a warning to others。〃
Gawyn nodded； but reluctantly。 〃Yet men followed him。 Some of those towns were burned after they declared for him。〃
〃I have to go；〃 Min said； getting to her feet； and Galad was instantly all solicitude。
〃Forgive us； Mistress Elmindreda。 We did not mean to frighten you。 Logain cannot harm you。 I give you my assurance。〃
〃I。 。 。 Yes； he's made me feel faint。 Do excuse me。 I really must go lie down。〃
Gawyn looked extremely skeptical； but he scooped up her basket before she could touch it。 〃Let me see you part of the way； at least；〃 he said； his voice oozing false concern。 〃This basket must be too heavy for you； dizzy as you are。 I'd not want you to swoon。〃
She wanted to snatch the basket and hit him with it； but that was not how Elmindreda would react。 〃Oh； thank you； my Lord Gawyn。 You are so kind。 So kind。 No； no； my Lord Galad。 Do not let me encumber both of you。 Do sit down here and read your book。 Do say you will。 I just could not bear it； otherwise。〃 She even fluttered her eyelashes。
Somehow she managed to ensconce Galad on the marble bench and get away； though with Gawyn right beside her。 Her skirts were an irritant； she wanted to pull them up to her knees and run； but Elmindreda would never run； and never expose so much of her legs except when dancing。 Laras had lectured her severely on that very point； one time running； and she would nearly destroy the image of Elmindreda pletely。 And Gawyn。。。 ！
〃Give me that basket； you muscle…brained cretin；〃 she snarled as soon as they were out of Galad's sight； and pulled it away from him before he could ply。 〃What do you mean by asking me about Elayne and Egwene in front of him？ Elmindreda never met them。 Elmindreda does not care about them。 Elmindreda doesn't want to be mentioned in the same sentence with them！ Can't you understand that？〃
〃No；〃 he said。 〃Not since you won't explain。 But I am sorry。〃 There was hardly enough repentance in his voice to suit her。 〃It is just that I am worried。 Where are they？ This news ing upriver about a false Dragon in Tear makes me no easier in my mind。 They are out there； somewhere； the Light knows where； and I keep asking myself； what if they are in the middle of the sort of bonfire Logain made out of Ghealdan？〃
〃What if he isn't a false Dragon？〃 she asked cautiously。
〃You mean because the stories in the streets say he's taken the Stone of Tear？ Rumor has a way of magnifying events。 I will believe that when I see it； and in any case； it will take more to convince me。 Even the Stone could fall。 Light； I don't really believe Elayne and Egwene are in Tear； but the not knowing eats at my belly like acid。 If she is hurt。。。〃
Min did not know which 〃she〃 he meant； and suspected he did not either。 In spite of his teasing； her heart went out to him； but there was nothing she could do。 〃If you could only do as I say and…〃
〃I know。 Trust the Amyrlin。 Trust！〃 He exhaled a long breath。 〃Do you know Galad has been drinking in the taverns with Whitecloaks？ Anyone can cross the bridges if they e in peace； even Children of the bloody Light。〃
〃Galad？〃 she said incredulously。 〃In taverns？ Drinking？〃
〃No more than a cup or two； I'm sure。 He would not unbend more than that； not for his own nameday。〃 Gawyn frowned as if unsure whether that might be a criticism of Galad。 〃The point is that he is talking with Whitecloaks。 And now this book。 According to the inscription； Eamon Valda himself gave it to him。 'In the hope you will find the way。' Valda； Min。 The man manding the Whitecloaks on the other side of the bridges。 Not knowing is eating Galad up； too。 Listening to Whitecloaks。 If anything happens to our sister； or to Egwene。。。〃 He shook his head。 〃Do you know where they are； Min？ Would you tell me if you did？ Why are you hiding？〃
〃Because I drove two men mad with my beauty and cannot make up my mind；〃 she told him acidly。
He gave a bitter half…laugh； then masked it with a grin。 〃Well； that at least I can believe。〃 He chuckled； and stroked under her chin with a finger。 〃You are a very pretty girl； Elmindreda。 A pretty； clever little girl。〃
She doubled a fist and tried to punch him in the eye； but he danced back； and she stumbled over her skirts and nearly fell。 〃You bloody ox of a thimble…brained man！〃 she growled。
〃Such grace of movement； Elmindreda；〃 he laughed。 〃Such a dulcet voice； as a nightingale； or a cooing dove of the evening。 What man would not grow starry…eyed at the sight of Elmindreda？〃 The mirth slid away； and he faced her soberly。 〃If you learn anything； please tell me。 Please？ I will beg on my knees； Min。〃
〃I will tell you；〃 she said。 If I can。 If it's safe for them。 Light； but I hate this place。 Why can't I just go back to Rand？
She left Gawyn there and entered the Tower proper by herself； keeping an eye out for Aes Sedai or Accepted who might question why she was above the ground floor and where she was going。 The news of Logain was too important to wait until the Amyrlin encountered her； seemingly by accident； some time in the late afternoon as usual。 At least； that was what she told herself。 Impatience threatened to pop out through her skin。
She only saw a few Aes Sedai； turning a corner ahead of her or entering a room in the distance； which was all to the good。 No one simply dropped in on the Amyrlin Seat。 The handful of servants she passed； all bustling about their work； did not question her； of course； or even look at her twice except to drop quick curtsies almost without pausing。
Pushing open the door to the Amyrlin's study； she had a simpering tale ready in case anyone was with Leane； but the antechamber was empty。 She hurried to the inner door and put her head in。 The Amyrlin and the Keeper were seated on either side of Siuan's table； which was littered with small strips of thin paper。 Their heads swiveled toward her sharply； a stare like four nails。
〃What are you doing here？〃 the Amyrlin snapped。 〃You are supposed to be a silly girl claiming sanctuary； not a friend of my childhood。 There is to be no contact between us except the most casual； in passing。 If necessary； I'll name Laras to watch over you like a nurse over a child。 She would enjoy that； I think； but I doubt you would。〃
Min shivered at the thought。 Suddenly Logain did not seem so urgent； it was hardly likely he could achieve any glory in the next few days。 He was not really why she had e； though； only an excuse； and she would not turn back now。 Closing the door behind her； she stammered out what she had seen and what it meant。 She still felt unfortable doing so in front of Leane。
Siuan shook her head wearily。 〃Another thing to worry about。 Starvation in Cairhien。 A sister missing in Tarabon。 Trolloc raids increasing in the Borderlands again。 This fool who calls himself the Prophet； stirring up riots in Ghealdan。 He's apparently preaching that the Dragon has been Reborn as a Shienaran lord；〃 she said incredulously。 〃Even the small things are bad。 The war in Arad Doman has stopped trade from Saldaea； and the pinch is making unrest in Maradon。 Tenobia may even be forced off the throne by it。 The only good news I have heard is that the Blight has retreated for some reason。 Two miles or more of green beyond the borderstones； without a hint of corruption or pestilence； all the way from Saldaea to Shienar。 The first time in memory it has done that。 But I suppose good news has to be balanced by bad。 When a boat has one leak it is sure to have others。 I only wish it was a balance。 Leane； have the watch on Logain increased。 I can't see what trouble he could cause now； but I do not want to find out。〃 She turned those piercing blue eyes on Min。 〃Why did you e flapping up here with this like a startled gull？ Logain could have waited。 The man is hardly likely to find power and glory before sunset。〃
The near echo of her own thoughts made Min shift unfortably。 〃I know；〃 she said； Leane's eyebrows rose warningly； and she added a hasty； 〃Mother。〃 The Keeper nodded approvingly。
〃That does not tell me why； child；〃 Siuan said。
Min steeled herself。 〃Mother； nothing I've viewed since the first day has been very important。 I certainly have not seen anything that points to the Black Ajah。〃 That name still gave her a chill。 〃I've told you everything I know about whatever disaster you Aes Sedai are going to face； and the rest of it is just useless。〃 She had to stop and swallow； with that penetrating gaze on her。 〃Mother； there is no reason I should not go。 There's reason I should。 Perhaps Rand could make real use of what I can do。 If he has taken the Stone。。。 Mother； he may need me。〃 At least I need him； burn me for a fool！
The Keeper shuddered openly at the mention of Rand's name。 Siuan； on the other hand； snorted loudly。 〃Your viewings have been very useful。 It's important to know about Logain。 You found the groom who was stealing before suspicion could land on anyone else。 And that fire…haired novice who was going to get herself with child。。。 ！ Sheriam cut that short … the girl won't even think of men until she's finished her training … but we'd not have known until it was too late； without you。 No； you cannot go。 Sooner or later your viewings will draw me a chart to the Black Ajah； and until they do； they still more than pay their passage。〃
Min sighed； and not only because the Amyrlin meant to hold on to her。 The last time she had seen that redheaded novice； the girl had been sneaking off to a wooded part of the grounds with a muscular guard。 They would be married； maybe before the end of summer； Min had known that as soon as she saw them together； though the Tower never let a novice leave until the Tower was ready； even one who could not go any further in her training。 There was a farm in that pair's future； and a swarm of children； but it was pointless to tell the Amyrlin that。
〃Could you at least let Gawyn and Galad know that Egwene and their sister are all right； Mother？〃 Ask