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on； black night and bursting dawn。 Something was happening to him； he gripped his wrist harder； desperately trying to control the almost uncontrollable impulse to jump out of the taxi and race across the street to that monstrous； silent structure of jagged stone and deep blue glass。 He wanted to leap up the steps and hammer his fist against the heavy black door。
Let me in！ I am here！ You must let me in！ Can't you understand？
I AM INSIDE！
Images welled up in front of his eyes； jarring sounds assaulted his ears。 A jolting； throbbing pain kept exploding at his temples。 He was inside a dark room … that room … staring at a screen； at other； inner images that kept flashing on and off in rapid； blinding succession。
Who is he？ Quickly。 You're too late！ You're a dead man。 Where is this street？ What does it mean to you？ Who did you meet there？ What？ Good。 Keep it simple； say as little as possible。 Hare's a list： eight names。 Which are contacts？ Quickly！ Here's another。 Methods of matching kills。 Which are yours？。。。 No； no； no！ Delta might do that； not Cain！ You are not Delta； you are not you！ You are Cain。 You are a man named Bourne。 Jason Bourne！ You slipped back。 Try again。 Concentrate！ Obliterate everything else。 Wipe away the past。 It does not exist for you。 You are only what you are here； became here！
Oh； God。 Marie had said it。
Maybe you just know what you've been told。。。 Over and over and over again。 Until there was nothing else。。。 Things you've been told。。。 but you can't re…live。。。 because they're not you。
The sweat rolled down his face； stinging his eyes； as he dug his fingers into his wrist； trying to push the pain and the sounds and the flashes of light out of his mind。 He had written to Carlos that he was ing back for hidden documents that were his。。。' final protection'。 At that time； the phrase had struck him as weak； he had nearly crossed it out； wanting a stronger reason for flying to New York。 Yet instinct had told him to let it stand； it was a part of his past。。。 somehow。 Now he understood。 His identity was inside that house。 His identity。 And whether Carlos came after him or not； he had to find it He had to！
It was suddenly insane！ He shook his head violently back and forth； trying to suppress the pulsion； to still the screams that were all around him … screams that were his screams； his voice。 Forget Carlos。 Forget the trap。 Get inside that house！ It was there； it was the beginning！
Stop it！
The irony was macabre。 There was no final protection in that house； only a final explanation for himself。 And it was meaningless without Carlos。 Those who hunted him knew it and disregarded it； they wanted him dead because of it。 But he was so close。。。 he had to find it。 It was there。
Bourne glanced up； the long…haired driver was watching him in the rear…view mirror。 'Migraine；' said Jason curtly。 'Drive around the block。 To this block again。 I'm early for my appointment。 I'll tell you where to let me off。'
'It's your wallet； Mister。'
The brownstone was behind them now； passed quickly in a sudden； brief break in the traffic。 Bourne swung around in the seat and looked at it through the rear window。 The seizure was receding； the sights and sounds of personal panic fading； only the pain remained； but it too would diminish； he knew that。 It had been an extraordinary few minutes。 Priorities had bee twisted； pulsion had replaced reason； the pull of the unknown had been so strong that for a moment or two he had nearly lost control。 He could not let it happen again； the trap itself was everything。 He had to see that house again； he had to study it again。 He had all day to work； to refine his strategy； his tactics for the night； but a second； calmer appraisal was in order now。 Others would e during the day； closer appraisals。 The chameleon in him would be put to work。
Sixteen minutes later it was obvious that whatever he intended to study no longer mattered。 Suddenly； everything was different； everything had changed。 The line of traffic in the block slower； another hazard added to the street A removal van had parked in front of the brownstone house； men in overalls stood smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee； putting off that moment when work was to mence。 The heavy black door was open and a man in a green jacket； the moving pany's emblem above the left pocket； stood in the foyer； a clipboard in his hand。 Treadstone was being dismantled！ In a few hours it could be gutted； a shell！ It couldn't be。 They had to stop I
Jason leaned forward； money in his hand； the pain gone from his head； all was movement now。 He had to reach Conklin in Washington。 Not later … not when the chess pieces were in place … but right now！ Conklin had to tell them to stop！ His entire strategy was based on darkness。。。 always darkness。 The beam of a torch shooting out of first one alleyway then another； then against dark walls and up at darkened windows。 Orchestrated properly； swiftly； darting from one position to another。 An assassin would be drawn to a stone building at night。 At night。 It would happen at night！ Not now！
'Hey； Mister！' yelled the driver through the open window。
Jason bent down。 'What is it？'
'I just wanted to say thanks。 This makes my。。。'
A spit。 Over his shoulder I Followed by a cough that was the start of a scream。 Bourne stared at the driver； at the stream of blood that had erupted over the man's left ear。 The man was dead； killed by a bullet meant for his fare； fired from a window somewhere in that street。
Jason dropped to the ground； then sprang to his left； spinning towards the kerb。 Two more spits came in rapid succession； the first embedded in the side of the taxi； the second exploding the asphalt。 It was unbelievable！ He was marked before the hunt had begun I Carlos was there。 In position！ He or one of his men had taken the high ground； a window or a rooftop from which the entire street could be observed。 Yet the possibility of indiscriminate death caused by a killer in a window or on a rooftop was crazy； the police would e； the street blocked off； even a reverse trap aborted。 And Carlos was not crazy！ It did not make sense。 Nor did Bourne have the time to speculate； he had to get out of the trap。。。 the reverse trap。 He had to get to that phone。 Carlos was here！ At the doors of Treadstone！ He had brought him back。 He had actually brought him back！ It was his proof！
He got to his feet and began running； weaving in and out of the groups of pedestrians。 He reached the corner and turned right； the box was twenty feet away； but it was also a target。 He could not use it。
Across the street was a delicatessen； a small rectangular sign above the door。 Telephone。 He stepped off the kerb and started running again； dodging the lurching cars。 One of them might do the job Carlos had reserved for himself。 That irony； too； was macabre。
The Central Intelligence Agency； sir； is fundamentally a fact…finding organization；' said the man on the line condescendingly。 'The sort of activities you describe are the rarest part of our work； and frankly blown out of proportion by films and misinformed writers。'
'Goddamn it； listen to me！' said Jason； cupping the mouthpiece in the crowded delicatessen。 'Just tell me where Conklin is。 It's an emergency！'
'His office already told you； sir。 Mr。。 Conklin left yesterday afternoon and is expected back at the end of the week。 Since you say you know Mr。。 Conklin； you're aware of his service…related injury。 He often goes for physical therapy。。。'
'Will you stop it！ I saw him in Paris … outside Paris … two nights ago。 He flew over from Washington to meet me。〃
'As to that；' interrupted the man in Langley； 'when you were transferred to this office； we'd already checked。 There's no record of Mr。。 Conklin having left the country in over a year。'
'Then it's buried！ He was there！
'You're looking for codes；' said Bourne desperately。 'I don't have them。 But someone working with Conklin will recognize the words。 Medusa； Delta； Cain。。。 Treadstone！ Someone has to！'
〃No one does。 You were told that。'
'By someone who doesn't。 There are those who do。 Believe me！'
'I'm sorry。 I really。。。'
'Don't hang up！' There was another way； one he did not care to use but there was nothing else。 'Five or six minutes ago I got out of a taxi on Seventy…first Street I was spotted and someone tried to take me out。'
'Take。。。 you out？'
'Yes。 The driver spoke to me and I bent down to listen。 That movement saved my life； but the driver's dead； a bullet in his skull。 That's the truth and I know you have ways of checking。 There are probably half a dozen police cars on the scene by now。 Check it out。 That's the strongest advice I can give you。'
There was a brief silence from Washington。 'Since you asked for Mr。。 Conklin … at least used his name … I'll follow this up。 Where can I reach you？'
'I'll stay on。 This call's on an international credit card。 French issue； name of Chambord。'
'Chambord？ You said。。。'
'Please。'
'I'll be back。'
The waiting was intolerable； made worse by a stem Hassidim glaring at him； fingering coins in one hand； a roll in another； and crumbs in his stringy； unkempt beard。 A minute later the man in Langley was on the line； anger replacing promise。
'I think this conversation has e to an end； Mr。 Bourne or Chambord； or whatever you call yourself。 The New York police were reached； there's no such incident as you described on Seventy…first Street。 And you were right。 We do have ways of checking。 I advise you that there are laws about such calls as this； strict penalties involved。 Good day； sir。'
There was a click； the line went dead。 Bourne stared at the dial in disbelief。 For six months the men in Washington had searched for him； wanted to kill him for the silence they could not understand。 Now； when he presented himself … presented them with the sole objective of his three…year agreement … he was dismissed。 They still would not listen！。。。 But that man had listened。 And he had e back on the line denying a death that had taken place only minutes ago。 It could not be。。。 it was insane。 It had happened！
Jason put the phone back on the hook； tempted to bolt from the crowded delicatessen。 Instead； he walked calmly towards the door excusing himself through the rows of people lined up at the counter； his eyes on the glass front； scanning the crowds on the pavement。 Outside he removed his overcoat； carrying it over his arm； and replaced the sunglasses with his tortoise…shells。 Minor alterations； but he would not be where he was going long enough for them to be a major mistake。 He hurried across the intersection towards Seventy…first Street。
At the far corner he fell in with a group of pedestrians waiting for the light。 He turned his； head to the left； his chin pressed down into his collar bone。 The traffic was moving but the taxi was gone。 It had been removed from the scene with surgical precision； a diseased； ugly organ cut from the body； the vital functions in normal process。 It showed the precision of a master assassin； who knew precisely when to go in swiftly with a knife。
Bourne turned quickly； reversing his direction； and began walking south。 He had to find a shop； he had to change his outer skin。 The chameleon could not wait
Marie St Jacques was angry as she held her place across the room from Brigadier…General Irwin Arthur Crawford in the suite at the Pierre Hotel。 'You wouldn't listen！' she accused。 'None of you would listen。 Have you any idea what you've done to him？〃
'All too well；' replied the officer； the apology in his acknowledgment not his voice。 'I can only repeat what I've told you。 We didn't know what to listen for。 The difference between the appearance and the reality were beyond our understanding； obviously beyond his own。 And if beyond his； why not ours？'
'He's been trying to reconcile the appearance and reality； as you call it； for six months！ And all you could do was send out men to kill him！ He tried to tell you。 What kind of people are you？'
'Flawed； Miss St Jacques。 Flawed but decent； I think。 It's why I'm here。 The time span's begun and I want to save him if I can； if we can。〃
'God； you make me sick！' Marie stopped； she shook her head and continued softly。 'I'll do whatever you ask； you know that。 Can you rea