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ould only have been semen on the TV screen and once a reeking puddle of piss in a bureau drawer）； nothing stolen。 There was really only the bed to make； the sink and shower to rinse out； and the towels to replace。 As she did these things； she speculated about what 322 might have looked like； and what kind of a man left a woman who was trying to raise two kids on her own a twenty…five…cent tip。 One who could laugh and be mean at the same time； she guessed； one who probably had tattoos on his arms and looked like the character Woody Harrelson had played in that movie Natural Born Killers。
He doesn't know anything about me； she thought as she stepped into the hall and pulled the door closed behind her。 Probably he was drunk and it seemed funny； that's all。 And it was funny； in a way； why else did you laugh？
Right。 Why else had she laughed？
Pushing her cart across to 323； she thought she would give the quarter to Paul。 Of the two kids； Paul was the one who usually came up holding the short end of the stick。 He was seven； silent； and afflicted with what seemed to be a perpetual case of the sniffles。 Dar…lene also thought he might be the only seven…year…old in the clean air of this high…desert town who was an incipient asthmatic。
She sighed and used her passkey on 323； thinking that maybe she'd find a fifty…or even a hundred…in this room's honeypot。 It was almost always her first thought on entering a room。 The envelope was just where she had left it； however； propped against the telephone； and although she checked it just to be sure； she knew it would be empty； and it was。
323 had left a little something for her in the toilet； though。
'Look at this； the luck's starting to flow already；' Darlene said； and began to laugh as she flushed the john…it was just the way she was built。
There was a one…armed bandit…just that single one…in the lobby of the Rancher's； and although Darlene had never used it during her five years of work here； she dropped her hand into her pocket on her way to lunch that day； felt the envelope with the torn…off end； and swerved toward the chrome…plated foolcatcher。 She hadn't forgotten her intention to give the quarter to Paul； but a quarter meant nothing to kids these days； and why should it？ You couldn't even get a lousy bottle of Coke for a quarter。 And suddenly she just wanted to be rid of the damned thing。 Her back hurt； she had unaccustomed acid indigestion from her ten o'clock cup of coffee； and she felt savagely depressed。 Suddenly the shine was off the world； and it all seemed the fault of that lousy quarter 。 。 。 as if it were sitting there in her pocket and sending out little batches of rotten vibes。
Gerda came out of the elevator just in time to see Darlene plant herself in front of the slot machine and dump the quarter out of the envelope and into her palm。
'You？' Gerda said。 'You？ No； never…I don't believe it。'
'Just watch me；' Darlene said； and dropped the coin into the slot which read USE 1 2 OR 3 COINS。 'That baby is gone。'
She started to walk off； then； almost as an afterthought； turned back long enough to yank the bandit's lever。 She turned away again； not bothering to watch the drums spin； and so did not see the bells slot into place in the windows…one； two； and three。 She paused only when she heard quarters begin to shower into the tray at the bottom of the machine。 Her eyes widened； then narrowed suspiciously； as if this was another joke 。 。 。 or maybe the punchline of the first one。
'You vin！' Gerda cried； her Swedish accent ing out more strongly in her excitement。 'Darlene； you vin！'
She darted past Darlene； who simply stood where she was； listening to the coins cascade into the tray。 The sound seemed to go on forever。 Luckey me； she thought。 Luckey； luckey me。
At last the quarters stopped falling。
'Oh； goodness！' Gerda said。 'Goodness me！ And to think this cheap machine never paid me anything； after all the quarters I'm stuffing it with！ Vut luck is here！ There must be fifteen dollars； Darl！ Imagine if you'd put in tree quarters！'
'That would have been more luck than I could have stood；' Dar…lene said。 She felt like crying。 She didn't know why that should be； but it was； she could feel the tears burning the backs of her eyeballs like weak acid。 Gerda helped her scoop the quarters out of the tray； and when they were all in Darlene's uniform pocket； that side of her dress sagged ically。 The only thought to cross her mind was to think that she ought to get Paul something nice； some toy。 Fifteen dollars wasn't enough for the Sega system he wanted； not by a long shot； but it might buy one of the electronic things he was always looking at in the window of Radio Shack at the mall； not asking； he knew better； he was sickly but that didn't make him stupid； just staring with eyes that always seemed to be inflamed and watering。
The hell you will； she told herself。 You'll put it toward a pair of shoes； is what you'll do 。 。 。 or Patsy's goddam braces。 Paul wouldn't mind that； and you know it。
No； Paul wouldn't mind； and that was the hell of it； she thought； sifting her fingers through the weight of quarters in her pocket and listening to them jingle。 You minded things for them。 Paul knew the radio…controlled boats and cars and planes in the store window were as out of reach as the Sega system and all the games you could play on it； to him that stuff existed to be appreciated in the imagination only； like pictures in a gallery or sculptures in a museum。 To her； however 。 。 。
Well； maybe she would get him something silly with her windfall。 Something silly and nice。 Surprise him。
Surprise herself。
She surprised herself； all right。
Plenty。
That night she decided to walk home instead of taking the bus。 Halfway down North Street； she turned into the Silver City Casino； where she had never been before in her life。 She had changed the quarters…there had been eighteen dollars' worth in all…into bills at the hotel desk； and now； feeling like a visitor inside her own body； she approached the roulette wheel and held these bills out to the croupier with a hand entirely void of feeling。 Nor was it just her hand； every nerve below the surface of her skin seemed to have gone dead； as if this sudden； aberrant behavior had blown them out like overloaded fuses。
It doesn't matter； she told herself as she put all eighteen of the unmarked pink dollar chips on the space marked ODD。 It's just a quarter； that's really all it is no matter what it looks like on that runner of felt； it's only someone's bad joke on a chambermaid he'd never actually have to look in the eye。 It's only a quarter and you're still just trying to get rid of it； because it's multiplied and changed its shape； but it's still sending out bad vibes。
'No more bets； no more bets；' the wheel's minder chanted as the ball revolved counterclockwise to the spinning wheel。 The ball dropped； bounced； caught； and Darlene closed her eyes for a moment。 When she opened them； she saw the ball riding around in the slot marked 15。
The croupier pushed eighteen more pink chips…to Darlene they looked like squashed Canada Mints…over to her。 Darlene picked them up and put them all back down on the red。 The croupier looked at her； eyebrows raised； asking without saying a word if she was sure。 She nodded that she was； and he spun。 When red came up； she shifted her growing pile of chips to the black。
Then the odd。
Then the even。
She had five hundred and seventy…six dollars in front of her after that last one； and her head had gone to some other planet。 It was not black and green and pink chips she saw in front of her； not precisely； it was braces and a radio…controlled submarine。
Luckey me； Darlene Pullen thought。 Oh luckey； luckey me。
She put the chips down again； all of them； and the crowd that always forms behind and around sudden hot…streak winners in gambling towns； even at five o'clock in the afternoon； groaned。
'Ma'am； I can't allow that bet without the pit…boss's okay；' the roulette wheel's minder said。 He looked considerably more awake now than he had when Darlene walked up in her blue…and…white…striped rayon uniform。 She had put her money down on the second triple…the numbers from 13 to 24。
'Better get him over here then； hon；' Darlene said； and waited； calm； her feet on Mother Earth here in Carson City； Nevada； seven miles from where the first big silver mine opened up in 1878； her head somewhere deep in the deluminum mines of the Planet Chumpa…diddle； as the pit…boss and the minder conferred and the crowd around her murmured。 At last the pit…boss came over to her and asked her to write down her name and address and telephone number on a piece of pink memo paper。 Darlene did it； interested to see that her handwriting hardly looked like her own。 She felt calm； as calm as the calmest deluminum miner who had ever lived； but her hands were shaking badly。
The pit…boss turned to Mr。 Roulette Minder and twirled his fin…ger in the air…spin it； son。
This time the rattle of the little white ball was clearly audible in the area around the roulette table； the crowd had fallen entirely silent； and Darlene's was the only bet on the felt。 This was Carson City； not Monte Carlo； and for Carson； this was a monster bet。 The ball rattled； fell into a slot； jumped； fell into another； then jumped again。 Darlene closed her eyes。
Luckey； she thought； she prayed。 Luckey me； luckey mom； luckey girl。
The crowd moaned； either in horror or ecstasy。 That was how she knew the wheel had slowed enough to read。 Darlene opened her eyes； knowing that her quarter was finally gone。
Except it wasn't。
The little white ball was resting in the slot marked 13 Black。
'Oh my God； honey；' a woman behind her said。 'Give me your hand； I want to rub your hand。' Darlene gave it； and felt the other one gently taken as well…taken and fondled。 From some distance far； far away from the deluminum mines where she was having this fantasy； she could feel first two people； then four； then six； then eight； gently rubbing her hands； trying to catch her luck like a cold…germ。
Mr。 Roulette was pushing piles and piles of chips over to her。
'How much？' she asked faintly。 'How much is that？'
'Seventeen hundred and twenty…eight dollars；' he said。 'Congratulations； ma'am。 If I were you…'
'But you're not；' Darlene said。 'I want to put it all down on one number。 That one。' She pointed。 '25。' Behind her； someone screamed softly； as if in sexual rapture。 'Every cent of it。'
'No；' the pit…boss said。
'But…'
'No；' he said again； and she had been working for men most of her life； enough of it to know when one of them meant exactly what he was saying。 'House policy； Mrs。 Pullen。'
'All right；' she said。 'All right； you chickenshit。' She pulled the chips back toward her； spilling some of the piles。 'How much will you let me put down？'
'Excuse me；' the pit…boss said。
He was gone for almost five minutes。 During that time the wheel stood silent。 No one spoke to Darlene； but her hands were touched repeatedly； and sometimes chafed as if she were a fainting victim。 When the pit…boss came back； he had a tall bald man with him。 The tall bald man was wearing a tuxedo and gold…rimmed glasses。 He did not look at Darlene so much as through her。
'Eight hundred dollars；' he said； 'but I advise against it。' His eyes dropped down the front of her uniform； then back up at her face。 'I think you should cash in your winnings； madam。'
'I don't think you know jack shit in a backyard outhouse；' Darlene said； and the tall bald man's mouth tightened in distaste。 She shifted her gaze to Mr。 Roulette。 'Do it；' she said。
Mr。 Roulette put down a plaque with 800 written on it； positioning it fussily so it covered the number 25。 Then he spun the wheel and dropped the ball。 The entire casino had gone silent now； even the persistent ratchet…and…ding of the slot machines。 Darlene looked up； across the room； and wasn't surprised to see that the bank of TVs which had previously been showing horse races and boxing matches were now showing the spinning roulette wheel 。 。 。 and her。
I'm even a TV star。 Luckey me。 Luckey me