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He rubbed his jaw； which though it had acquired a sparse beard； was at least clean； despite the cold； both of them had washed in the mountain streams。 He rubbed his jaw and looked thoughtful and severe。 She watched him； and never could she have said what was in her heart as she watched him； in the firelight； in the mountain dusk。
〃What are you going to do in Havnor？〃 he said； asking the question of the fire； not of her。 〃You are …more than I had realized… truly reborn。〃
She nodded； smiling a little。 She felt newborn。
〃You should learn the language； at least。〃
〃Your language？〃
〃Yes。〃
〃I'd like to〃
〃Well； then。 This is kabat；〃 and he tossed a little stone into the lap of her black robe。
〃Kabat。 Is that in the dragon…tongue？〃
〃No； no。 You don't want to work spells； you want to talk with other men and women！〃
〃But what is a pebble in the dragon's tongue？〃
〃Tolk；〃 he said。 〃But I am not making you my apprentice sorcerer。 I'm teaching you the language people speak in the Archipelago； the Inner Lands。 I had to learn your language before I came here。〃
〃You speak it oddly。〃
〃No doubt。 Now； arkemmi kabat；〃 and he held out his hands for her to give him the pebble。
〃Must I go to Havnor？〃 she said。
〃Where else would you go； Tenar？〃
She hesitated。
〃Havnor is a beautiful city；〃 he said。 〃And you bring it the ring； the sign of peace； the lost treasure。 They'll wele you in Havnor as a princess。 They'll do you honor for the great gift you bring them； and bid you wele； and make you wele。 They are a noble and generous people in that city。 They'll call you the White Lady because of your fair skin； and they'll love you the more because you are so young。 And because you are beautiful。 You'll have a hundred dresses like the one I showed you by illusion； but real ones。 You'll meet with praise； and gratitude； and love。 You who have known nothing but solitude and envy and the dark。〃
〃There was Manan；〃 she said； defensive； her mouth trembling just a little。 〃He loved me and was kind to me； always。 He protected me as well as he knew how； and I killed him for it； he fell into the black pit。 I don't want to go to Havnor。 I don't want to go there。 I want to stay here。〃
〃Here… in Atuan？〃
〃In the mountains。 Where we are now。〃
〃Tenar；〃 he said in his grave； quiet voice； 〃we'll stay then。 I haven't my knife； and if it snows it will be hard。 But so long as we can find food…〃
〃No。 I know we can't stay。 I'm merely being foolish；〃 Tenar said； and got up； scattering walnut shells； to lay new wood on the fire。 She stood thin and very straight in her torn； dirt…stained gown and cloak of black。 〃All I know is of no use now；〃 she said； 〃and I haven't learned anything else。 I will try to learn。〃
Ged looked away； wincing as if in pain。
Next day they crossed the summit of the tawny range。 In the pass a hard wind blew； with snow in it； stinging and blinding。 It was not until they had e down a long way on the other side； out from under the snow clouds of the peaks； that Tenar saw the land beyond the mountain wall。 It was all green… green of pines； of grasslands； of sown fields and fallows。 Even in the dead of winter； when the thickets were bare and the forests full of gray boughs； it was a green land； humble and mild。 They looked down on it from a high； rocky slant of the mountainside。 Wordless； Ged pointed to the west； where the sun was getting low behind a thick cream and roil of clouds。 The sun itself was hidden； but there was a glitter on the horizon； almost like the dazzle of the crystal walls of the Undertomb； a kind of joyous shimmering off on the edge of the world。
〃What is that？〃 the girl said； and he： 〃The sea。〃
Shortly afterward； she saw a less wonderful thing than that； but wonderful enough。 They came on a road； and followed it； and it brought them by dusk into a village： ten or a dozen houses strung along the road。 She looked at her panion in alarm when she realized they were ing among men。 She looked； and did not see him。 Beside her； in Ged's clothing； and with his gait； and in his shoes； strode another man。 He had a white skin； and no beard。 He glanced at her； his eyes were blue。 He winked。
〃Will I fool 'em？〃 he said。 〃How are your clothes？〃
She looked down at herself。 She had on a countrywoman's brown skirt and jacket； and a large red woolen shawl。
〃Oh；〃 she said； stopping short。 〃Oh； you are… you are Ged！〃 As she said his name she saw him perfectly clearly； the dark； scarred face she knew； the dark eyes； yet there stood the milk…faced stranger。
〃Don't say my true name before others。 Nor will I say yours。 We are brother and sister； e from Tenacbah。 And I think I'll ask for a bite of supper if I see a kindly face。〃 He took her hand and they entered the village。
They left it next morning with full stomachs； after a pleasant sleep in a hayloft。
〃Do Mages often beg？〃 asked Tenar； on the road between green fields； where goats and little spotted cattle grazed。
〃Why do you ask？〃
〃You seemed used to begging。 In fact you were good at it。〃
〃Well； yes。 I've begged all my life； if you look at it that way。 Wizards don't own much； you know。 In fact nothing but their staff and clothing； if they wander。 They are received and given food and shelter； by most people； gladly。 They do make some return。〃
〃What return？〃
〃Well； that woman in the village。 I cured her goats。〃
〃What was wrong with them？〃
〃They both had infected udders。 I used to herd goats when I was a boy。〃
〃Did you tell her you'd cured them？〃
〃No。 How could I？ Why should I？〃
After a pause she said； 〃I see your magic is not good only for large things。〃
〃Hospitality；〃 he said； 〃kindness to a stranger； that's a very large thing。 Thanks are enough； of course。 But I was sorry for the goats。〃
In the afternoon they came by a large town。 It was built of clay brick； and walled round in the Kargish fashion； with overhanging battlements； watchtowers at the four corners； and a single gate； under which drovers were herding a big flock of sheep。 The red tile roofs of a hundred or more houses poked up over the walls of yellowish brick。 At the gate stood two guards in the red…plumed helmets of the Godking's service。 Tenar had seen men in such helmets e； once a year or so； to the Place； escorting offerings of slaves or money to the Godking's temple。 When she told Ged that； as they passed by outside the walls； he said； 〃I saw them too； as a boy。 They came raiding to Gont。 They came into my village； to plunder it。 But they were driven off。 And there was a battle down by Armouth； on the shore； many men were killed； hundreds； they say。 Well； perhaps now that the ring is rejoined and the Lost Rune remade； there will be no more such raiding and killing between the Kargish Empire and the Inner Lands。〃
〃It would be foolish if such things went on；〃 said Tenar。 〃What would the Godking ever do with so many slaves？〃
Her panion appeared to ponder this awhile。 〃If the Kargish lands defeated the Archipelago； you mean？〃
She nodded。
〃I don't think that would be likely to happen。〃
〃But look how strong the Empire is… that great city； with its walls； and all its men。 How could your lands stand against them； if they attacked？'
〃That is not a very big city；〃 he said cautiously and gently。 〃I too would have thought it tremendous； when I was new from my mountain。 But there are many； many cities in Earthsea； among which this is only a town。 There are many； many lands。 You will see them； Tenar。〃
She said nothing。 She trudged along the road； her face set。
〃It is marvelous to see them： the new lands rising from the sea as your boat es towards them。 The farmlands and forests； the cities with their harbors and palaces； the marketplaces where they sell everything in the world。〃
She nodded。 She knew he was trying to hearten her； but she had left joy up in the mountains； in the twilit valley of the stream。 There was a dread in her now that grew and grew。 All that lay ahead of her was unknown。 She knew nothing but the desert and the Tombs。 What good was that？ She knew the turnings of a ruined maze； she knew the dances danced before a fallen altar。 She knew nothing of forests； or cities； or the hearts of men。
She said suddenly； 〃Will you stay with me there？〃
She did not look at him。 He was in his illusory disguise； a white…skinned Kargish countryman； and she did not like to see him so。 But his voice was unchanged； the same voice that had spoken in the darkness of the Labyrinth。
He was slow to answer。 〃Tenar； I go where I am sent。 I follow my calling。 It has not yet let me stay in any land for long。 Do you see that？ I do what I must do。 Where I go； I must go alone。 So long as you need me； I'll be with you in Havnor。 And if you ever need me again； call me。 I will e。 I would e from my grave if you called me； Tenar！ But I cannot stay with you。〃
She said nothing。 After a while he said； 〃You will not need me long； there。 You will be happy。〃
She nodded； accepting； silent。
They went on side by side towards the sea。
Voyage
He had hidden his boat in a cave on the side of a great rocky headland； Cloud Cape it was called by the villagers nearby； one of whom gave them a bowl of fish stew for their supper。 They made their way down the cliffs to the beach in the last light of the gray day。 The cave was a narrow crack that went back into the rock for about thirty feet； its sandy floor was damp； for it lay just above the high…tide mark。 Its opening was visible from sea； and Ged said they should not light a fire lest the night…fishermen out in their small craft along shore should see it and be curious。 So they lay miserably on the sand； which seemed so soft between the fingers and was rock…hard to the tired body。 And Tenar listened to the sea； a few yards below the cave mouth； crashing and sucking and booming on the rocks； and the thunder of it down the beach eastward for miles。 Over and over and over it made the same sounds； yet never quite the same。 It never rested。 On all the shores of all the lands in all the world； it heaved itself in these unresting waves； and never ceased； and never was still。 The desert； the mountains： they stood still。 They did not cry out forever in a great； dull voice。 The sea spoke forever； but its language was foreign to her。 She did not understand。
In the first gray light； when the tide was low； she roused from uneasy sleep and saw the wizard go out of the cave。 She watched him walk； barefoot and with belted cloak； on the black…haired rocks below； seeking something。 He came back； darkening the cave as he entered。 〃Here；〃 he said； holding out a handful of wet； hideous things like purple rocks and orange lips。
〃What are they？〃
〃Mussels； off the rocks。 And those two are oysters； even better。 Look… like this。〃 With the little dagger from her keyring； which she had lent him up in the mountains； he opened a shell and ate the orange mussel with seawater as its sauce。
〃You don't even cook it？ You ate it alive！〃
She would not look at him while he； shamefaced but undeterred； went on opening and eating the shellfish one by one。
When he was done； he went back into the cave to the boat； which lay prow forward； kept from the sand by several long driftwood logs。 Tenar had looked at the boat the night before； mistrustfully and without prehension。 It was much larger than she had thought boats were； three times her own length。 It was full of objects she did not know the use of； and it looked dangerous。 On either side of its nose （which is what she called the prow） an eye was painted； and in her halfsleep she had constantly felt the boat staring at her。
Ged rummaged about inside it a moment and came back with something： a packet of hard bread； well wrapped to keep dry。 He offered her a large piece。
〃I'm not hungry。〃
He looked into her sullen face。
He put the bread away； wrapping it as before； and then sat down in the mouth of the cave。 〃About two hours till the tide's back in；〃 he said。 〃Then we can go。 You had a restless night； why don't you sleep now。〃
〃I'm not sleepy。〃
He made no answer。 He sat there； in profile to her； cross…legged in the dark arch of rocks； the shining heave and movement of t