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book´arts workshop would first be defined in the leaves Tall Mehmet drew�察�in 
his  grass�察 �in  the  curves  of  his  rocks  and  in  the  hidden  contours  of  his  own 
patience。 When he was eighty years old�察�people forgot that he was mortal and 
began to believe that he lived within the legends he illustrated。 Perhaps for this 
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reason�察�some maintained that he existed outside time and would never grow 
old  and  die。  There  were  those  who  attributed  his  not  going  blind!despite 
living  without  a  home  of  his  own�察 �sleeping  in  the  rooms  or  tents  which 
constituted miniaturists¨ workshops and spending most of his time staring at 
manuscript pages!to the miracle of time having ceased to flow for him。 Some 
claimed that he was actually blind�察�and no longer had any need to see since he 
painted from memory。 At the age of 119�察�this legendary master who¨d never 
married and had never even made love�察�met the flesh´and´blood ideal of the 
beautiful  slant´eyed�察 �sharp´chinned�察 �moon´faced  boy  he¨d  depicted  for  a 
century�此 �a  part´Chinese  part´Croatian  sixteen´year´old  apprentice  in  Shah 
Tahmasp¨s    miniaturists¨    workshop�察   �with    whom    quite    abruptly    and 
understandably�察 �he  fell  in  love。  In  order  to  seduce  this  boy´apprentice  of 
unimaginable  beauty�察 �as  a  true  lover  would  do�察 �he  schemed  and  joined  in 
power struggles between miniaturists�察�he gave himself over to lying�察�deception 
and  trickery。  At  first�察 �the  master  miniaturist  of  Khorasan  was  invigorated  by 
his attempts to catch up to the artistic fashions he¨d successfully avoided for 
one  hundred  years�察 �but  this  effort  also  divorced  him  from  the  eternal 
legendary  days  of  old。  Late  one  afternoon�察 �staring  dreamily  at  the  beautiful 
apprentice before an open window�察�he caught cold in the icy Tabriz wind。 The 
following  day�察 �during  a  fit  of  sneezing�察 �he  went  pletely  blind。  Two  days 
later�察�he fell down the lofty stone workshop stairs and died。 
 
^I¨ve heard the name of Tall Mehmet of Khorasan�察�but I¨ve never heard this 
legend�察院�Black said。 
He delicately offered this ment to show he knew the story was finished 
and his mind was occupied with what I¨d related。 I fell silent for a time so he 
could stare at me to his heart¨s content。 Since it bothers me when my hands 
are  not  occupied�察 �just  after  beginning  the  second  story�察 �I  started  to  paint 
again�察 �picking  up  where  I¨d  left  off  when  Black  knocked  on  the  door。  My 
ely apprentice Mahmut�察�who always sat at my knee and mixed my paints�察�
sharpened my reed pens and sometimes erased my errors�察�silently sat beside 
me�察 �listening  and  staring�察 �from  within  the  house  the  sounds  of  my  wife¨s 
movements could be heard。 
^Aahaa�察院�said Black�察 �the Sultan has arisen。 ̄ 
He stared at the painting with awe�察�and I pretended the reason for his awe 
was  insignificant�察 �but  let  me  tell  you  candidly�此 �Our  Exalted  Sultan  appears 
seated in all two hundred of our circumcision ceremony pictures in the Book of 
Festivities�察 �watching  for  fifty´two  days  the  passing  of  the  merchants�察 �guilds�察�
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spectators�察 �soldiers  and  prisoners  from  the  window  of  the  royal  enclosure 
erected  for  the  occasion。  Only  in  one  picture  of  mine  is  He  shown  on  foot�察�
tossing money from florin´filled pouches to the cro 
was  to  capture  the  surprise  and  excitement  of  the  crowds  punching�察 �kicking 
and  strangling  one  another  as  they  scrambled  to  grab  coins  off  the  ground�察�
their asses jutting toward the sky。 
^If love is part of the subject of the painting�察�the work ought to be rendered 
with  love�察院 �I  said。  ^If  there¨s  pain  involved�察 �pain  should  issue  from  the 
painting。  Yet  the  pain  ought  to  emerge  from  the  at  first  glance  invisible  yet 
discernible  inner  harmony  of  the  picture�察 �not  from  the  figures  in  the 
illustration or from their tears。 I didn¨t depict surprise�察�as it has been shown 
for  centuries  by  hundreds  of  master  miniaturists�察 �as  a  figure  with  his  index 
finger  inserted  into  the  circle  of  his  mouth�察 �but  made  the  whole  painting 
embody surprise。 This�察�I acplished by inviting the Sovereign to rise to His 
feet。 ̄ 
I  was  intrigued  and  bothered  by  how  he  scrutinized  my  possessions  and 
illustrating tools�察�nay my whole life�察�looking for a clue�察�and then�察�I began to see 
my own house through his eyes。 
You know those palace�察�hamam and castle pictures that were made in Tabriz 
and Shiraz for a time�察�so that the picture might replicate the piercing gaze of 
Exalted Allah�察�who sees and understands all�察�the miniaturist would depict the 
palace  in  cross´section  as  though  having  cut  it  in  half  with  a  huge�察 �magical 
straight razor�察�and he¨d paint all the interior details!which could otherwise 
never be seen from outside!down to the pots and pans�察�drinking glasses�察�wall 
ornamentation�察 �curtains�察 �caged  parrots�察 �the  most  private  corners�察 �and  the 
pillows on which reclined a lovely maiden such as had never seen the light of 
day。  Like  a  curious  awestruck  reader�察 �Black  was  examining  my  paints�察 �my 
papers�察�my books�察�my lovely assistant�察�the pages of a Book of Costumes and the 
collage album that I¨d made for a Frankish traveler�察�scenes of fucking and other 
indecent  pages  I¨d  secretly  dashed  off  for  a  pasha�察 �my  inkpots  of  variously 
colored  glass�察 �bronze  and  ceramic�察 �my  ivory  penknives�察 �my  gold´stemmed 
brushes�察�and yes�察�the glances of my handsome apprentice。 
^Unlike  the  old  masters�察 �I¨ve  seen  a  lot  of  battle�察 �a  lot�察院 �I  said  to  fill  the 
silence with my presence。 ^War machines�察�cannonballs�察�armies�察�corpses�察�it was 
I  who  embellished  the  ceilings  of  the  tents  of  Our  Sultan  and  our  generals。 
After a military campaign�察�upon returning to Istanbul�察�it was I who recorded 
in pictures the scenes of battle that everyone would otherwise have forgotten�察�
corpses  sliced  in  two�察 �the  clash  of  opposing  armies�察 �the  soldiers  of  the 
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miserable  infidels  quaking  before  our  cannon�察 �the  troops  defending  the 
crenellated towers of besieged castles�察�rebels being decapitated and the fury of 
horses attacking at full gallop。 I mit everything I behold to memory�此�a new 
coffee grinder�察�a style of window grating that I¨ve never seen before�察�a cannon�察�
the trigger of a new style of Frankish rifle�察�who wore what color robe during a 
feast�察�who ate what�察�who placed his hand where and how´ ̄ 
^What  are  the  morals  of  the  three  stories  you¨ve  told�拭院 �asked  Black  in  a 
manner that summed everything up and ever so slightly called me to account。 
^Alif�察院�I said。 ^The first story with the minaret demonstrates that no matter 
how talented a miniaturist might be�察�it is time that makes a picture  ̄perfect。^ 
 ̄Ba�察亜 �the  second  story  with  the  harem  and  the  library�察 �reveals  that  the  only 
way to escape time is through skill and illustrating。 As for the third story�察�you 
proceed to tell me�察�then。 ̄ 
^Djim� 院 �said  Black  confidently�察  �the  third  story  about  the  one´hundred´
and´nieen´year´old  miniaturist  unites   ̄Alif`  and  ^Ba¨  to  reveal  how  time 
ends for the one who forsakes the perfect life and perfect illuminating�察�leaving 
nothing but death。 Indeed�察�this is what it demonstrates。 ̄ 
 
 
   
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I AM CALLED ^OLIVE ̄ 
 
After  the  midday  prayers�察 �I  was  ever  so  swiftly  yet  pleasurably  drawing  the 
darling  faces  of  boys  when  I  heard  a  knock  at  the  door。  My  hand  jerked  in 
surprise。 I put down my brush。 I carefully placed the work´board that was on 
my knees off to the side。 Rushing like the wind�察�I said a prayer before opening 
the door。 I won¨t withhold anything from you�察�because you�察�who can hear me 
from  within  this  book�察 �are  much  nearer  to  Allah  than  we  in  this  filthy  and 
miserable  world  of  ours。  Akbar  Khan�察 �the  Emperor  of  Hindustan  and  the 
world¨s richest shah�察�is preparing what will one day bee a legendary book。 
To plete his project�察�he sent word to the four corners of Islamdom inviting 
the world¨s greatest artists to join him。 The men he¨d sent to Istanbul visited 
me yesterday�察�inviting me to Hindustan。 This time�察�I opened the door to find�察�
in  their  place�察 �my  childhood  acquaintance  Black�察 �about  whom  I¨d  forgotten 
entirely。 Back then he wasn¨t able to keep our pany�察�he was jealous of us。 
^Yes�拭院�
He said he¨d e to converse�察�to pay a friendly visit�察�to have a look at my 
illustrations。 I weled him so he might see it all。 I learned he¨d just today 
visited Head Illuminator Master Osman and kissed his hand。 The great master�察�
he  explained�察 �had  given  him  wise  words  to  ponder�此  �A  painter¨s  quality 
bees evident in his discussions of blindness and memory�察院�he¨d said。 So let 
it be evident�此�
 
Blindness and Memory 
 
Before the art of illumination there was blackness and afterward there will also 
be blackness。 Through our colors�察�paints�察�art and love�察�we remember that Allah 
had manded us to ^See ̄� �To know is to remember that you¨ve seen。 To see 
is   to   know   without   remembering。   Thus�察  �painting   is   remembering   the 
blackness。 The great masters�察�who shared a love of painting and perceived that 
color and sight arose from darkness�察�longed to return to Allah¨s blackness by 
means  of  color。  Artists  without  memory  neither  remember  Allah  nor  his 
blackness。  All  great  masters�察 �in  their  work�察 �seek  that  profound  void  within 
color and outside time。 Let me explain to you what it means to remember this 
darkness�察�which was revealed in Herat by the great masters of old。 
   
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Three Stories on Blindness and Memory 
 
ALIF 
In  Lami¨i  Chelebi¨s  Turkish  translation  of  the  Persian  poet  Jami¨s  Gifts  of 
Intimacy�察 �which  addresses  the  stories  of  the  saints�察 �it  is  written  that  in  the 
bookmaker¨s workshop of Jihan Shah�察�the ruler of the Blacksheep nation�察�the 
renowned  master  Sheikh  Ali  Tabrizi  had  illustrated  a  magnificent  version  of 
H┨srev and Shirin。 According to what I¨ve heard�察�in this legendary manuscript�察�
which  took  eleven  years  to  plete�察 �the  master  of  master  miniaturists�察�
Sheikh Ali�察�displayed such talent and skill and painted such wonderful pictures 
that  only  the  greatest  of  the  old  masters�察 �Bihzad�察 �could  have  matched  him。 
Even  before  the  illuminated  manuscript  was  half  finished�察 �Jihan  Shah  knew 
that he would soon possess a spectacular book without equal in all the world。 
He  thus  lived  in  fear  and  jealousy  of  young  Tall  Hasan�察 �the  ruler  of  the 
Whitesheep  nation�察 �and  declared  him  his  archenemy。  Moreover�察 �Jihan  Shah 
quickly sensed that though his prestige would grow immensely after the book 
was  pleted�察 �an  even  better  version  of  the  manuscript  could  be  made  for 
Tall  Hasan。  Being  one  of  those  truly  jealous  men  who  poisoned  his  own 
contentment  with  the  thought  ^What  if  others  e  to  know  such  bliss�拭院�
Jihan Shah sensed at once that if the virtuoso miniaturist made another copy�察�
or  even  a  better  version�察 �it  would  be  for  his  archenemy  Tall  Hasan。  Thus�察 �in 
order to prevent anyone besides himself from owning this magnificent book�察�
Jihan Shah decided to have the master miniaturist Sheikh Ali killed after he¨d 
pleted  the  book。  But  a  good´hearted  Circassian  beauty  in  his  harem 
advised  him  that  blinding  the  master  miniaturist  would  suffice。  Jihan  Shah 
forthwith  adopted  this  clever  idea�察 �which  he  passed  on  to  his  circle  of 
sycophants�察�until it ultimately reached the ears of Sheikh Ali。 Even so�察�Sheikh 
Ali  didn¨t  leave  the  book  half  finished  and  flee  Tabriz  as  other�察 �mediocre 
illustrators  might¨ve  done。  He  didn¨t  resort  to  games  like  slowing  down  the 
progress of the manuscript or making inferior illustrations so it wouldn¨t be 
^perfect ̄  and  thereby  forestalling  his  im
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