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I calculated that only if I restrained myself and won over Black and this pretty´
eyed oaf could we deliver ourselves from Olive¨s scheming。 
Once they knew they wouldn¨t find what they were looking for here�察�they 
told  me  what  they  were  after。  There  was  a  picture  that  the  unspeakable 
murderer had absconded with´I said that my house was already searched for 
the  same  reason�察 �as  a  result�察 �the  wise  murderer  most  certainly  would¨ve  hid 
that picture where nobody could ever find it ��I was thinking of Olive���察�but did 
they  heed  my  words�拭 �Black  explained  the  horse  drawn  with  clipped  nostrils 
and how the three´day period Our Sultan had granted Master Osman was well 
nigh  over。  When  I  inquired  further  about  the  significance  of  the  clipped 
nostrils�察 �Black  told  me�察 �looking  straight  into  my  eyes�察 �how  Master  Osman�察�
analyzing them as a clue�察�linked them to Olive�察�although he suspected me even 
more�察�being no stranger to my ambitions。 
At  first�察 �it  appeared  they¨d  e  here  prepared  to  believe  that  I  was  the 
murderer  and  to  find  proof  of  it�察 �but  in  my  opinion�察 �this  wasn¨t  the  sole 
reason for their visit。 They¨d also e knocking at my door out of loneliness 
and desperation。 When I opened the door�察�the dagger that Butterfly pointed at 
me  shook  in  his  hand。  Not  only  were  they  terrified�察 �thinking  that  the 
despicable murderer�察�whose identity they were at such pains to uncover�察�might 
corner them in the darkness�察�smiling like an old friend�察�and swiftly cut their 
throats�察�they were also losing sleep for fear that Master Osman might conspire 
with Our Sultan and the Head Treasurer to turn them over to the torturer!
not to mention the mob of Erzurumis roaming the streets�察�which demoralized 
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them。 In short�察�they desired my friendship。 But Master Osman had instilled in 
them the opposite notion。 It was my present obligation to show them sincerely 
how Master Osman was mistaken�察�which is what they¨d hoped for deep down 
anyway。 
Simply declaring that the great master was mistaken and that he¨d bee 
senile  would  surely  arouse  Butterfly¨s  enmity。  For  in  the  watery  eyes  of  the 
handsome illuminator�察�whose eyelashes fluttered like the insect he was named 
for as he banged upon my armor with his dagger�察�I could still make out the 
pale fire of love he felt for the great master�察�whose favorite he had been。 In my 
youth�察 �the  closeness  of  those  two�察 �master  and  apprentice�察 �was  enviously 
ridiculed by the others�察�but they themselves paid no mind�察�they¨d stare into 
each other¨s eyes at length and fondle each other in front of everybody�察�later 
still�察 �Master  Osman  would  declare  tactlessly  that  Butterfly  was  possessed  of 
the most agile pen and the most mature color brush。 This declaration!often 
quite true!became the source of endless puns among the jealous miniaturists 
using  pens�察 �brushes�察 �inkpots  and  pen  boxes  in  vulgar  allusions�察 �devilish 
parisons  and  indecent  metaphors。  For  this  reason�察 �I¨m  not  the  only  one 
who senses that Master Osman wants Butterfly to succeed him as head of the 
workshop。  I¨ve  long  understood  from  the  way  he  talks  to  others  about  my 
belligerence�察 �inpatibility  and  stubbornness  that  this  is  what  the  great 
master has hidden in the back of his mind。 He thinks�察�justifiably�察�that I tend 
far  more  toward  the  European  methods  than  Olive  or  Butterfly�察 �and  could 
never  resist  Our  Sultan¨s  new  desires  by  saying�察  �The  great  masters  of  old 
would never paint this way。 ̄ 
I  knew  I¨d  be  able  to  cooperate  closely  with  Black  because  our  eager  new 
groom must¨ve wanted to plete his deceased Enishte¨s book�察�not only to 
conquer beautiful Shekure¨s heart and show her that he could fill her father¨s 
shoes�察 �but  also�察 �most  probably�察 �to  ingratiate  himself  with  Our  Sultan  by  the 
quickest means possible。 
Therefore�察 �I  introduced  the  matter  quite  unexpectedly  by  saying  that 
Enishte¨s book was a blissful miracle without equal in the world。 When this 
masterpiece was pleted�察�in keeping with Our Sultan¨s decree and the late 
Enishte  Effendi¨s  desire�察 �the  whole  world  would  marvel  over  the  Ottoman 
Sultan¨s power and wealth as well as the talent�察�elegance and ability of us�察�His 
master  miniaturists。  Not  only  would  they  fear  us�察 �our  power  and  our 
relentlessness�察�they¨d be bewildered�察�seeing how we laughed and cried�察�how we 
stole from the Frankish masters�察�how we saw the most buoyant colors and the 
minutest of details�察�and ultimately�察�they would acknowledge with terror what 
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only  the  most  intelligent  sultans  understood�此 �that  we  were  situated  both 
within the world of our paintings and far far away in the pany of the old 
masters。 
Butterfly had been striking me all along�察�first like a child eager to determine 
whether or not my armor was genuine�察�next�察�like a friend who wanted to test 
its strength�察�and finally�察�like an incorrigible and jealous foe who wanted to do 
me  harm。  In  truth�察 �he  understood  that  I  was  more  talented  than  he�察 �even 
worse�察�he probably sensed that Master Osman knew this too。 With his God´
given  talent�察 �Butterfly  was  a  superb  master�察 �and  his  envy  made  me  prouder�此�
Unlike him�察�I became a master through the strength of my own ^reed�察院�not by 
holding  my  master¨s�察 �and  I  sensed  that  I  could  force  him  to  accept  my 
superiority。 
Raising my voice�察�I explained how pitiful it was that there were men who 
wanted  to  undermine  Our  Sultan  and  the  late  Enishte¨s  miraculous  book。 
Master  Osman  was  like  a  father  to  us  all�察 �he  was  everyone¨s  superior�察 �we 
learned  everything  from  him�  �Yet�察 �after  tracing  the  clues  in  Our  Sultan¨s 
Treasury�察 �for  some  unknown  reason�察 �Master  Osman  tried  to  conceal  his 
realization  that  Olive  was  the  despicable  murderer。  I  said  I  was  certain  that 
Olive�察 �who  couldn¨t  be  found  at  home�察 �was  hiding  away  in  the  deserted 
Kalenderi dervish house near the Phanar Gate。 This dervish lodge was closed 
during  the  reign  of  Our  Sultan¨s  grandfather�察 �not  because  it  was  a  den  of 
degradation  and  immorality�察 �but  rather�察 �as  a  result  of  the  endless  wars  with 
the Persians�察�and�察�I added�察�there was even a time when Olive boasted that he 
was keeping guard over the forbidden dervish lodge。 If they didn¨t trust me�察�
suspecting  some  ruse  behind  my  words�察 �the  dagger  was  in  their  hands�察 �they 
were free to mete out my punishment then and there。 
Butterfly  landed  two  more  heavy  blows  of  the  dagger  that  most  armor 
could not have withstood。 He turned to Black�察�who believed what I told them�察�
and screamed at him childishly。 I came up from behind�察�put my armor´plated 
arm around Butterfly¨s neck and drew him toward me。 Bending his other arm 
back  with  my  free  hand�察 �I  made  him  drop  the  dagger。  We  weren¨t  quite 
struggling�察 �nor  were  we  entirely  playing。  I  recounted  a  similar�察 �little´known 
scene in the Book of Kings。 
^On the third day of a confrontation between Persian and Turanian armies 
fully  equipped  in  armor  and  weaponry  and  arrayed  at  the  foot  of  Mount 
Hamaran�察 �the  Turanians  sent  the  wily  Shengil  into  the  field  to  learn  the 
identity of a mysterious Persian who¨d killed a great Turanian warrior on each 
of the previous two days�察院�I began。 ^Shengil challenged the mysterious warrior�察�
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and he accepted。 The armies�察�their armor glimmering brightly in the afternoon 
sun�察 �watched  with  bated  breath。  The  armored  horses  of  the  two  warriors 
engaged each other with such speed that sparks flying from the clash of metal 
singed the hides of the horses which gave off smoke。 The fight was a lengthy 
one。  The  Turanian  shot  arrows�察 �the  Persian  maneuvered  his  sword  and  horse 
skillfully�察�and finally�察�the mysterious Persian felled the Turanian after catching 
him by the tail of his steed。 He then chased after Shengil who was trying to 
escape�察�and grabbed him by his armor from behind before taking him by the 
neck。 As he accepted his defeat�察�the Turanian�察�still curious about the identity of 
the mysterious warrior�察�asked without hope what everybody had wondered for 
days�察 �Who are you�拭亜 �To you�察亜�replied the mysterious warrior�察 �my name is 
Death。^ Tell me then�察�my friends�察�who was he�拭院�
^The legendary R┨stem�察院�said Butterfly with childlike glee。 
I  kissed  him  on  the  neck。  ^We¨ve  all  betrayed  Master  Osman�察院 �I  said。 
^Before he metes out his punishment�察�we must find Olive�察�rid ourselves of this 
venom in our midst and e to an agreement so we can stand strong against 
the eternal enemies of art and those who long to send us directly to dungeons 
of torture。 Perhaps�察�when we arrive at Olive¨s abandoned dervish house�察�we¨ll 
learn that the cruel murderer isn¨t even one of our lot。 ̄ 
Poor Butterfly uttered not a sound。 Regardless of how talented�察�confident 
or  well  supported  he  might  be�察 �just  like  all  illuminators  who  sought  one 
another¨s  pany  depite  their  mutual  loathing  and  envy�察 �he  was  deathly 
afraid of being left alone in this world and of going to Hell。 
On the route to the Phanar Gate�察�there was an eerie greenish´yellow light 
above  us�察 �but  it  wasn¨t  the  light  of  the  moon。  In  this  light�察 �the  old�察 �faithful 
nighttime  appearance  of  Istanbul  prised  of  cypress  trees�察 �leaden  domes�察�
stone  walls�察 �wooden  houses  and  tracts  ravaged  by  fire  was  overtaken  by  an 
unfamiliarity such as might be caused by an enemy fortress。 As we ascended 
the  hill�察 �in  the  distance  we  saw  the  fire  that  burned  somewhere  beyond  the 
Bayazid Mosque。 
In the heavy darkness�察�we came across an oxcart half´loaded with sacks of 
flour  heading  toward  the  city  walls�察 �and  parting  with  two  silver  coins�察 �we 
procured a ride。 Black had the pictures with him�察�and he sat down carefully。 As 
I lay back and watched the low clouds glow from the fire�察�two raindrops fell 
upon my helmet。 
After  a  long  journey�察 �as  we  searched  for  the  deserted  dervish  lodge  we 
roused  all  the  dogs  in  the  neighborhood  which�察 �in  the  middle  of  the  night�察�
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seemed to be abandoned。 Although we saw that lamps were now burning in a 
few stone houses in response to our clamor�察�it was only the fourth door we 
knocked upon that opened to us�察�and a man in skullcap�察�gaping at us by the 
light  of  his  lamp  as  if  we  were  the  living  dead�察 �gave  us  directions  to  the 
deserted dervish lodge without even sticking his nose out into the quickening 
rain!merrily  adding  that  once  there�察 �we¨d  have  no  peace  from  the  evils  of 
jinns�察�demons and ghosts。 
In  the  garden  of  the  dervish  lodge  we  were  greeted  by  the  calm  of  proud 
cypresses�察�indifferent to the rain and the stench of rotting leaves。 I brought my 
eye up to one of the cracks between the wooden planks of the dervish´lodge 
walls�察�and later�察�to the shutter of a small window�察�whereupon�察�by the light of 
an oil lamp�察�I saw the menacing shadow of a man performing his prayers!or 
perhaps�察�a man pretending�察�for our sake�察�to pray。 
 
 
   
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I AM CALLED ^OLIVE ̄ 
 
Was it more fitting for me to abandon my prayers�察�spring to my feet and open 
the  door  for  them  or  to  keep  them  waiting  in  the  rain  until  I¨d  finished�拭�
When  I  realized  they  were  watching  me�察 �I  pleted  my  prayers  in  a 
somewhat distracted state。 I opened the door�察�and there they were!Butterfly�察�
Stork and Black。 I gave a cry of joy and embraced Butterfly。 
^Alas�察�what we¨ve had to bear of late� 院�I lamented�察�burying my head into 
his shoulder。 ^What do they want from us�拭�Why are they killing us�拭院�
Each of them displayed the panic of being separated from the herd�察�which 
I¨d seen from time to time in every master painter over the span of my life。 
Even here in the lodge�察�they were loath to separate from one another。 
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