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had been hauled in like cattle。 My grandmother was pouting because the Spruills had invaded our front yard。
At exactly six o'clock； Gran removed her apron and sat across from me。 The end of the table was flush against the wall and served as a large shelf that accumulated things。 In the center was an RCA radio in a walnut casing。 She turned on the switch and smiled at me。
The CBS news was delivered to us by Edward R。 Murrow； live from New York。 For a week there'd been heavy fighting in Pyongyang； near the Sea of Japan； and from an old map that Gran kept on her night table； we knew that Ricky's infantry division was in the area。 His last letter had arrived two weeks earlier。 It was a quickly written note； but between the lines it gave the impression that he was in the thick of things。
When Mr。 Murrow got past his lead story about a spat with the Russians； he started on Korea； and Gran closed her eyes。 She folded her hands together； put both index fingers to her lips； and waited。
I wasn't sure what she was waiting for。 Mr。 Murrow was not going lo announce to the nation that Ricky Chandler was dead or alive。
My mother listened； too。 She stood with her back to the sink； wiping her hands with a towel； staring blankly at the table。 This happened almost every night in the summer and fall of 1952。
Peace efforts had been started； then abandoned。 The Chinese withdrew； then attacked again。 Through Mr。 Murrow's reports and Ricky's letters； we lived the war。
Pappy and my father would not listen to the news。 They busied themselves outside； at the tool shed or the water pump； doing small chores that could've waited； talking about the crops； searching for something to worry about besides Ricky。 Both had fought in wars。 They didn't need Mr。 Murrow in New York to read some correspondent's cable from Korea and tell the nation what was occurring in one battle or the next。 They knew。
In any case； it was a short report that night about Korea； and this was taken in our little farmhouse as something good。 Mr。 Murrow moved along to other matters； and Gran finally smiled at me。 〃Ricky's okay；〃 she said； rubbing my hand。 〃He'll be home before you know it。〃
She'd earned the right to believe this。 She had waited for Pappy during the First War； and she had prayed long distance for my father and his wounds during the Second。 Her boys always came home； and Ricky would not let us down。
She turned the radio off。 The potatoes and okra needed her attention。 She and my mother returned to cooking； and we waited for Pappy to walk through the back screen door。
I think Pappy expected the worst from the war。 The Chandlers had been lucky so far in the century。 He wouldn't listen to the news； but he wanted to know if things looked good or bad。 When he heard the radio go off； he usually made his way into the kitchen。 That evening he stopped at the table and tousled my hair。 Gran looked at him。 She smiled and said； 〃No bad news。〃
My mother told me that Gran and Pappy often slept less than an hour or two before waking and worrying about their younger son。 Gran was convinced Ricky was ing home。 Pappy was not。
At six…thirty； we sat around the table； held hands； and gave thanks for all the food and all the blessings。 Pappy led the praying； at least over dinner。 He thanked God for the Mexicans and for the Spruills； and for the fine crops around us。 I prayed quietly； and only for Ricky。 I was grateful for the food； but it didn't seem nearly as important as he did。
The adults ate slowly and talked about nothing but cotton。 I was not expected to add much to the conversation。 Gran in particular was of the opinion that children should be seen and not heard。
I wanted to go to the barn and check out the Mexicans。 And I wanted to sneak around front and maybe catch a glimpse of Tally。 My mother suspected something； and when we finished eating； she told me to help her with the dishes。 I would've preferred a whipping； but I had no choice。
We drifted to the front porch for our nightly sitting。 It seemed like a simple enough ritual； but it wasn't。 First we would let the meal settle； then we'd tend to baseball。 We would turn on the radio and Harry Caray at KMOX in St。 Louis would deliver the play…by…play of our beloved Cardinals。 My mother and grandmother would shell peas or butter beans。 Any loose ends of dinner gossip would be wrapped up。 Of course； the crops were fretted over。
But that night it was raining two hundred miles away in St。 Louis； and the game had been canceled。 I sat on the steps； holding my Rawlings glove； squeezing my baseball inside it； watching the shadows of the Spruills in the distance and wondering how anyone could be so thoughtless as to build a fire on home plate。
The outside radio was a small General Electric that my father had bought in Boston when he left the hospital during the war。 Its sole purpose was to bring the Cardinals into our lives。 We seldom missed a game。 It sat on a wooden crate near the creaking swing where the men rested。 My mother and grandmother sat in padded wooden chairs not far away； on the other side of the porch； shelling peas。 I was in the middle； on the front steps。
Before the Mexicans arrived； we'd had a portable fan we put near the screen door。 Each night it would hum away quietly and manage to push the heavy air around just enough to make things bearable。 But； thanks to my mother； it was now in the loft of our barn。 This had caused friction； though most of it had been kept away from me。
And so the night was very quiet…no ball game； no fan…just the slow talk of weary farm people waiting for the temperature to drop a few more degrees。
The rain in St。 Louis inspired the men to worry about the weather。 The rivers and creeks in the Arkansas Delta flooded with frustrating regularity。 Every four or five years they left their banks and washed away the crops。 I couldn't remember a flood； but I'd heard so much about them I felt like a veteran。 We would pray for weeks for a good rain。 One would e； and as soon as the ground was soaked； Pappy and my father would start watching the clouds and telling flood stories。
The Spruills were winding down。 Their voices were fading。 I could see their shadows moving around the tents。 Their fire flickered low； then died。
All was quiet on the Chandler farm。 We had hill people。 We had Mexicans。 The cotton was waiting。
Chapter 4
At some point in the vast darkness of the night； Pappy； our human alarm clock； awoke； put on his boots； and began stomping around the kitchen making the first pot of coffee。 The house was not largethree bedrooms； a kitchen； a living room…and it was so old the plank floors sagged in places。 If one person chose to wake up the rest； he or she could certainly do so。
I was allowed to stay in bed until my father came after me。 It was difficult to sleep； though； with all those people on the farm and all that cotton to pick。 I was already awake when he shook me and said it was time to go。 I dressed quickly and met him on the back porch。
There was no hint of sunrise as we walked across the backyard； the dew soaking our boots。 We stopped at the chicken coop； where he bent low and slipped inside。 I was told to wait in front of it； since last month while gathering eggs in the darkness； I'd stepped on a huge rat snake and cried for two days。 At first my father had not been sympathetic； rat snakes are harmless and just a part of life on the farm。 My mother； however； intervened with a fury； and for the time being； I was not permitted to collect eggs alone。
My father filled a straw bowl with a dozen eggs and handed it to me。 We headed to the barn； where Isabel was waiting。 Now that we'd roused the chickens； the roosters began crowing。
The only light came from a pale bulb hanging from the hayloft。 The Mexicans were awake。 A fire had been lit behind the barn； and they were huddled near it as if they were cold。 I was already warm from the humidity。
I could milk the cow； and on most mornings that chore belonged to me。 But the rat snake still had me frightened； plus we were in a hurry because we had to be in the fields by sunrise。 My father rapidly milked two gallons； which would've taken me half the morning。 We delivered the food to the kitchen； where the women were in charge。 The ham was already in the skillet； its rich aroma thick in the air。
Breakfast was fresh eggs； milk； salt…cured ham； and hot biscuits； with sorghum optional。 As they cooked； I settled into my chair； ran my fingers across the damp； checkered oilcloth； and waited for my cup of coffee。 It was the one vice my mother allowed me。
Gran placed the cup and saucer before me； then the sugar bowl and the fresh cream。 I doctored the coffee until it was as sweet as a malt； then sipped it slowly。
At breakfast； conversation in the kitchen was held to a minimum。 It was exciting to have so many strangers on our farm for the harvest； hut the enthusiasm was dampened by the reality that we would spend most of the next twelve hours unshielded in the sun； bent over； picking until our fingers bled。
We ate quickly； the roosters making a ruckus in the side yard。 My grandmother's biscuits were heavy and perfectly round； and so warm that when I carefully placed a slice of butter in the center of one； it melted instantly。 I watched the yellow cream soak into the biscuit； then took a bite。 My mother conceded that Ruth Chandler made the best biscuits she'd ever tasted。 I wanted so badly to eat two or three； like my father； but I simply couldn't hold them。 My mother ate one； same as Gran。 Pappy had two； my father three。 Several hours later； in the middle of the morning； we would stop for a moment under the shade of a tree or beside the cotton trailer to eat the leftover biscuits。
Breakfast was slow in the winter because there was little else to do。 The pace was somewhat faster in the spring when we were planting； and in the summer when we were chopping。 But during the fall harvest； with the sun about to catch us； we ate with a purpose。
There was some chatter about the weather。 The rain in St。 Louis that had canceled last night's Cardinals game was weighing on Pappy's mind。 St。 Louis was so far away that no one at the table； except for Pappy； had ever been there； yet the city's weather was now a crucial element in the harvest of our crops。 My mother listened patiently。 I didn't say a word。
My father had been reading the almanac and offered the opinion that the weather would cooperate throughout the month of September。 But mid…October looked ominous。 Bad weather was on the way。 It was imperative that for the next six weeks we work until we dropped。 The harder we worked； the harder the Mexicans and the Spruills would work。 This was my father's version of a pep talk。
The subject of day laborers came up。 These were locals who went from farm to farm looking for the best deal。 Most were town people we knew。 During the previous fall； Miss Sophie Turner； who taught fifth and sixth grades； had bestowed a great honor on us when she had chosen our fields to pick in。
We needed all the day laborers we could get； but they generally picked wherever they wanted。
When Pappy finished his last bite； he thanked his wife and my mother for the good food and left them to clean up the mess。 I strutted onto the back porch with the men。
Our house faced south； the barn and crops were to the north and west； and to the east I saw the first hint of orange peeking over the flat farmland of the Arkansas Delta。 The sun was ing； undaunted by clouds。 My shirt was already sticking to my back。
A flatbed trailer was hitched to the John Deere； and the Mexicans had already gotten on。 My dad went up to speak to Miguel。 〃Good morning。 How did you sleep？ Are you ready to work？〃 Pappy went to fetch the Spruills。
I had a spot； a nook between the fender and the seat of the John Deere； and I had spent hours there firmly grasping the metal pole holding the umbrella that would cover the driver； either Pappy or my father； when we chugged through the fields plowing or planting or spreading fertilizer。 I took my place and looked down at the crowded trailer； Mexicans on one side； Spruills on the other。 At that moment I felt very privileged because I got to ride